His heart would pound at her words, he couldn’t imagine how she couldn’t hear it. His mouth would become dry, but he would control himself and close his eyes a moment before taking a deep breath. “I-” He would begin, stammering a bit as if nervous. “To start, I need to tell you something, so you understand..” He would say, his eyes moving away from hers as he spoke. “I dislike killing. The permanent removal of a life seems like such a waste to me. All of that potential, gone, snuffed out in the blink of an eye. In there though, I was so mad I didn’t care anymore. I wanted those monsters to suffer.” He would say, starting with stating the problem. It might kill the mood, it might even make it impossible for what she wanted to happen if it ruined her fun enough. “I regret killing those men already, despite what they did. That act will stay with me for the rest of my life. I need to forget, even if just for a little while. I need to forget what I did back there.” He would say, his voice slowly becoming stronger.
“I could do the gentlemanly thing, and concede the win to you and let you pick your prize. I could be selfless and do that, allow you to be considered the victory due to how I technically ordered to give me those last kills. But I’m not, I can’t be selfless here, and for that I’m sorry.” He would say, his voice becoming mildly somber as he brought his eyes back to hers. “I want you, need you, to help me forget. Even if it’s just for the next for hours, or the entire night. I don’t care. My request in victory of our wager, is for you to help me forget by any means necessary.” He would say, his eyes looking into eyes and filled with a combination of lust, desire, need, and powerful amount of desperation. The lust and desire were exactly what one might think. He wanted her, physically wanted her. The need and desperation, were the desperate hope that she could help him forget.
“I could do the gentlemanly thing, and concede the win to you and let you pick your prize. I could be selfless and do that, allow you to be considered the victory due to how I technically ordered to give me those last kills. But I’m not, I can’t be selfless here, and for that I’m sorry.” He would say, his voice becoming mildly somber as he brought his eyes back to hers. “I want you, need you, to help me forget. Even if it’s just for the next for hours, or the entire night. I don’t care. My request in victory of our wager, is for you to help me forget by any means necessary.” He would say, his eyes looking into eyes and filled with a combination of lust, desire, need, and powerful amount of desperation. The lust and desire were exactly what one might think. He wanted her, physically wanted her. The need and desperation, were the desperate hope that she could help him forget.